MeLLowDee

2008-05-27T19:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry everybody. I think I don't like to blog..Keep not knowing what to blog. Somemore, I don't have any program to transfer pictures from my phone.

Emm, I know my life is going to be super busy in a few weeks. I hope I can try my best in everything I do. :)

Actually I was thinking of deleting this blog. But Belle didnt let me to do it. My blog is very pathetic. Very little updates :P

2008-05-14T12:13:00.000-07:00

Today Post I want to show the earrings I made ..^^

My favorites..
This one will be a present for Janice..Nice?
I'M DAVE! not earrings...:D
tHree first earrings I made

2008-05-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my laziness, no updates for almost 20 days? LOLS
And, my friends, (especially for Isabelle and Karlyn), stop talking nonsense at my tagboard? People may read it and take it for real ok..:p

Nothing to do at home during this holiday, extremely boring...

I made this earring last Monday,nice? :)

Planning to make somemore in the future...maybe next week...LOLS...I'm super lazy! can't believe it. :)

2008-04-22T11:00:00.000-07:00

I took pics of everything I got for my bday from dear friends and brother yesterday...

The Birthday cards made by Denise, Belle, Karlyn, and Janice
Don't read! It's personal birthday messages..^^
Love this drawing..:)
Cards sent by my brother

Next time I only wear the tops wif this boxer! :)

Love them

Cute Bags !

2008-04-21T19:42:00.001-07:00

My Bday....Going to Cineleisure to meet Janice, Belle, Karlyn, and Denise....:)

posing with the cakes

Birthday cards by they all

My heart shape birthday cake

Present

Janice and Belle
Karlyn, Me, Denise

All of Us

Going to slice the cake

So cute! Me and my bodyguard? LOLS

2008-04-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Myself..^^

Thank you for everyone who congratulates me today..

2008-04-21T10:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we went to Grand Hyatt Hotel to have afternoon tea and to celebrate my bday which is today and my cousin, Lily Jie's bday which is on 23 April.....Put there some of the edited pictures...Overall the food is nice and the ambiance is very comfortable....^^

2008-04-20T17:54:00.000-07:00

Crepes wif Eros Tea

My chocolate Crepes...

My Fave...Beef Steak with Onion Sauce.....

Chocolate Fondue

Cakes..

Fleur Tea

Coffee...

Jie Lisa, Jie Lily, Iin...

Afternoon Tea

Me...

Yummy!!

Dave

Cheers...

Me+cousin

2008-04-17T04:00:00.000-07:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
I only watched anime once in my life, Ouran High School...^^

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
I dowan special ability/power, I'm satisfied with the way I was created.

3. How do you think about yourself?
A girl who tries to appreciate everything she has in her life

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Home

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To go on holiday with family and friends

6.Do you believe in love?currently?
Still trying to figure out, what love is

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
family

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
pinch myself, to make sure that it's not a dream.:p

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I will answer it when I find someone I love :)

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Belle...Not a girl, not yet a woman, loyal, and....

11. what you do when you are angry?
sleep

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
when they think they are right when obviously they aren't

13. What is your ambition?
live a peaceful life

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
tell me personally...not in front of any other person.

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
everything

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
yes when i'm in the shopping mood...

17. What is the thing that you really want now?
I donno..

18. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?
because I hate that person

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
a lot...

20. Are you hungry right now?
a bit...

PPL who are tagged:
No one!!!

2008-04-16T17:07:00.000-07:00

I am the cutest boy in the world ^^ wiTh Big Big Tummy!
Hi, my name is Dave!

WeW, privacy Please

2008-04-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

WOLF

PEGASUS

ELEPHANT

KOALA

RACCOON

TIGER

LION

PANTHER

CHEETAH

MONKEY

CUTECUTECUTECUTECUTE

2008-04-15T10:25:00.000-07:00

I took this from Daisy's blog...http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

V interesting, although I don't know whether it is true or not, because it is based on your Birth date....This is mine....^^

You are Red Tiger who is friendly and cheerful person.
You tend to be straight forward, and are kind and generous to others.
Generally speaking you are philanthropist, and you possess feminine attraction that makes men turn around.
When you are young, you have gentle and pure atmosphere, but as you get older, you start to show individuality.
Your personality will turn into someone who likes taking care of people, tolerant, and bold.
Unlike your friendly outlook, you have rational mind, and can even observe your parent objectively and coolly.
You don't like to be adventurous, and prefer to lead consistent life. But you hold great ideals.
You don't try to act actively, and keeps your own pace.
You are not influenced by emotions, and can live life with perseverance.
Your weakness is that you tend to be inconsistent and lack responsibility.
You can stand on top of people and look after the others.
You have great talent in making the atmosphere lively and cheerful.
You dislike being given instructions and told what to do.
After getting married you will create a warm family, but you will still like to work outside too.

Well, do they describe me? ^^

I like all the animals on the website, very cute...

2008-04-14T22:10:00.000-07:00

I love this picture....

Taken from http://makesyoulaugh.blogspot.com/
Seriously, everything there is meant to make us laugh..^^

2008-04-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

Then recenlty I keep listening to this song..

真的
Zhen De
Really

主唱Sang by: Angela Zhang (张韶涵)
作曲Song written by : 深白色
作词Lyrics by : 深白色
Translated by : athlynn17

我努力的仰着脸孔
wo nu li de yang zhe lian kong
I try my best to look up

试着眼泪不往下流
shi zhe rang yan lei bu wang xia liu
Trying hard not to let my tears fall

别往下流
bie wang xia liu
Don’t let my tears fall

不安的感觉到什么
bu an de gan jue dao shen me
Restlessly felt something

在我生活中不再相同
zai wo sheng huo zhong bu zai xiang tong
In my life is no longer the same

很不相同
hen bu xiang tong
Not the same at all

想要说
xiang yao shuo
Wanted to say

却还沉默
que hai chen mo
But still in silence

伸出手
shen chu shou
Reach my hands out

无法触碰
wu fa chu peng
Can’t touch at all

天空突然一片辽阔
tian kong tu ran yi pian liao kuo
The sky suddenly became so vast

原来你是真的已经离开我
yuan lai ni shi zhen de yi jing li kai wo
Actually you‘ve really left me already

在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
zai wo bu shou xi de shi jie guo xin de sheng huo
In a world IÂ’m not used to live a new life

闭上眼让泪水滑落
bi shang yan rang lei shui hua luo
Close my eyes and let my tears stream down

此刻你已真的永远离开我
ci ke ni yi zhen de yong yuan li kai wo
At this moment you’ve really left me forever

在另外一个没有我的世界
zai ling wai yi ge mei you wo de shi jie
To another world without me

自由的走
zi you de zou
Roaming with freedom

Translations of lyrics from Chinese to English and/or pinyin(unless not stated) by athlynn17.
Copyright over all original lyrics and music remain property of their respective proprietors.

2008-04-14T09:45:00.000-07:00

My all time fav song....Shakespeare In Love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and
she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much O
h, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love
to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart

Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before
he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be
and she's about to see
His bounty's boundless l
ike the sea
His love is endless,
just as deep
The more he gives
the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
That's Shakespeare in love

A sinister romantic
He's on his knees before he's on his feet

CHORUS:

She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love
That's Shakespeare in love

2008-04-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

I guess I am a super lazy person..Havent posted any new things since April Fool's day...:P

Quite busy and no mood...

2008-04-01T16:41:00.000-07:00

MyLiveComments

MyLiveComments

This is the animation I sent Pap for her Birthday today. Happy Bday my Friend, missing you ^^

My lunch today, cooked by myself ^^

The picture made by my dearest friend for my other friend's Birthday...Her drawing is super nice and I love it! Jia you Uli..^^

2008-03-30T22:55:00.000-07:00

A satirist is a man who discovers unpleasant things about himself and then says them about other people. Peter McArthur

Learning to ignore things is one of the great paths to inner peace.
Robert J. Sawyer,

Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles.
Charlie Chaplin

Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.
Elbert Hubbard

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.
John F. Kennedy

2008-03-28T18:14:00.000-07:00

my cousin and Dave..

me and my cousin...

Pretty DoGGie

peace..my heels poking into the ground..hahaha..wrong attire to Botanical Garden...

where are the others???

taking a step like mommy...

cute animals ballon..i want..LOLS..

2008-03-28T15:25:00.000-07:00

50 Quiz Questions

Tagged by:Belle

1.Do you like to talk a lot?

depends on my mood, the situation, and the ppl i'm with.

2. Do you love anyone now?

Still figuring out what love is...

3. Do you hate being scolded in public?

Tell me who will like it

4. Do you hate school?

Hate the management of my school, but loves the study and friends there

5. Do you hate yourself?

Trying to love myself more everyday

6. Do you find yourself cute?

Depends a lot on my mood

7. Do you like anyone now?

I wish I do

8. Do you smoke or drink?

drink occasionally

9. Do you like your teachers?

Most of them, miss my high school teacher...

10. Do you take drugs?

Should I try it?

11. Do you like going to the movies?

Depends on my mood and the movie...

12. Do you have a pet?

No..

13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?

Depends ...

14. Do you eat every morning?

Most of the times..unless don't have anything to eat..^^

15. Do you go online everyday?

Yep,if I have the time...

16. Do you want to cry now?

For what?

17. What are you doing now?

typing lor

18. What are you thinking of now?

My white jeans...

19. What are you listening to now?

You're so vain

20. Who was the last person who sentyou a message?

Pinkie

21. Last time you got lonely?

now?

22. Last time someone made you happy?

What is happiness?

23. Are you angry at someone?

Thief...

24. Guitar or drums?

Drums..

25. Do you love the people who make you happy?

of course...

26. Do you believe in those people?

I believe in most of the people ard me...

27. What is your target for this year?

Be Happier

28. Do you rather shop alone or withpeople?

Alone...

29. Who do you hate now?

Thief

30. Who are your best friends?

In Singapore : Belle, Karlyn, Janice, Marilyn, Dave...
In Indonesia : all members of Teen8, Pinuz family, Wenny, all members of Killer crewz...a lot...

31. Who are you missing now?

My family and best friends in Indonesia, my bro....

32. How are you feeling now?

Feeling blue...

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?

.....

34. Are you single or taken?

Single..

35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?

a lot

36. Do you think your ex really loved you?

...

37. Message to your enemy?

return my white jeans to me!!!

38. The most important thing in arelationship?

still figuring out

39. Say something about alcoholism?

it can kill you...

40. Any advice to a friend you knowwho has a problem?

Everybody is happy and don't have any problem...

41. What can you say about the people you HATE?

God bless you

42. Name a person you like to see everyday.

my parents....

43. You're in love with that person?

Forever in love

44. Last tough question you answered?

What can you say about your ex-bf?

45. What did you answer?

...

46. Do you have a lot of pic in yourfriendster?

Last time yes..

47. Favorite place?

home sweet home

48. Favorite thing on that place?

bed....

49. Are you looking forward onvalentines day?

nope..it's just another day

50. Are you happy right now?

what is happiness?

2008-03-28T15:08:00.000-07:00

Created by Belle for me ...
Like it a lot, Thanks...^^

7 things you'll like to say to 7 different people, but will never

2008-03-27T15:29:00.000-07:00

7 things you'll like to say to 7 different people, but will never..

Tag by Belle...

1. ...

2. ...

3. ...

Well, I don't write things I don't want people to know...So, basically I am not going to write anything about this? Haha..Lame, I know ^^

My Frustrations

2008-03-26T14:05:00.000-07:00

Hiii, Long time never blog...
Going out soon with Isabelle...Going to collect my passport and going to bugis...^^ Janice said that she wanted to have dinner with us and Marilyn, but she didn't contact me until now and I kept calling her but nobody answer...Maybe she is busy..^^

at This Post I want to compare what my life would be If I stay in Indonesia and never come to Singapore and my life now...

What happen if I stay in Indonesia

-In 2006, after my graduation from Senior High School, I would go directly to Petra University, maybe taking English Literature Major...
-Getting scholarships or special programmes for having graduated with first rank
-Enjoying my holiday and taking driving lessons
-Starting the degree with friends, meeting freak lecturers and gossiping with friends every break time,
-going to shopping centers every weekend with either my friends or parents
-Stay in my own house and have the entire second level of my house for my house, which means, 3 rooms to choose, a tv and home theatre set, piano, and a lot more to use ALONE
-Busy doing all the projects like the rest of my friends during the school day and only have time for myself during the Christmas holiday or other holidays
-never think about my future after graduate, just enjoy the school for 4 years
-busy finding boyfriend during my study and maybe going to marry somebody after getting a degree
-having babies?

The Reality:
-after the graduation, I still study for IELTS and SAT, passing everyday with burdens in my mind because of not knowing continue to where after my high school
-Going to Singapore alone for one and half month. Can't remember what I did during that time...Mostly were going to schools in Singapore I think..
-Going back to Indonesia for 2 months and most of the time were spent for studying SAT
-Started the school in February 2007. Only enjoying schools for a year before starting to stress about what I should do during the long school holiday in MDIS, what I should do after I graduate...where I will go after graduate
-Staying in a small room with a cousin who sometimes gives me headache and sometimes makes me smile or laugh, a TV to share with everyone, and a maid who makes me headache all the time, and Dave who is always there to make me happy
-Going to a lot of intereting places

If you were me, which one will u choose?

2008-03-15T15:09:00.000-07:00

This is the picture I took at the Bottle Tree Village. Cute tree, I have never seen it before. My cousin thought that it is a tree which is put in a big big bottle. Then it turned out that the tree's trunk is like that. My next door uncle said that the tree was taken from don't know which exotic country. =)

If only the restaurant can be reached easily by public transport, I would like to bring my friend there. =) Too bad, It is a remote area in Sembawang there. Haha..

2008-03-15T15:06:00.000-07:00

I had a dream last night
I could neither remember nor understand this dream
Should I try to remember it or just let it pass
Cause I have fears
Somehow would make me sad
But
What if
It turns out
that the dream will make me smile?

2008-03-12T12:20:00.000-07:00

Having toothache(or gum-ache?) rite now...Going to be twenty soon and still suffering from growing tooth. It makes me feel like baby! :)

A bit busy lately. Suppose to have something this morning but then cancelled. So, I just staying at home and updating my blog. Hehe...

Nothing I want to post actually...No mood to talk. Lame huh?

Just hope everything is going to be fine. My birthday is coming soon, should I put a wishlist on my blog and hoping somebody is kind enough to give me presents or I should just try my best to fulfil my wishes? =) Haha...actually, the answer is the second one. Nobody can fulfil what I want except me and God. Actually, lately one of my wish came true. Won't tell you what it is. =P

For me, birthday is just the same as another day. It's just I become a year older. My family don't have the habit to celebrate birthday. For us, everyday is birthday or special day as we are able to spend time together and happily together. Now, we are seperated, if I have a wish, then that will be celebrating my birthday with my father, mother, and brother. =)

Lately, I also become easily stressed and agitated. I don't know what was the reason. Belle told me that it's because we are girls. Haha...Well. Nothing I can say then. ^^

If anyone of you wants to enrol in MDIS, I will suggest you, do not ever do that. MDIS is the worst school in the world. I hope I can graduate as fast as possible. And there is this student coordinator who is so super duper stupid that cannot understand what you say and so lazy that keeping saying promises which she will never do. God bless her. ( too many people cursed her alr).

Anyway, going to class soon. Nothing can stop me from going to school. I feel better going to school than staying at home to see my pretending-to-sick maid. I mean, come on, when I was so sick, I even never complained anything and just kept on sleeping so I could get well better. She is a maid and older than me but act like a small kid, keep complaining on her headache and (donno real or not) fever.

I used to have a very nice maid in Surabaya. She was very nice to me. I miss her so much. She worked for my family for almost 8 years, and she never complained anything and never STOLE things! Unlike this donno from which planet special maid that keeps irritating me.

2008-02-28T16:14:00.000-08:00

I want a love that will last
I want friends that will last
I want family that will last
^^

A Love that Will Last

2008-02-28T12:02:00.000-08:00

A love that will Last
Renee Olstead

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will lastSay that you love
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

(Chorus)
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So call me romantic
Oh i guess that must be so
Theres something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will lastForever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

(Chorus)
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So theres little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last
Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last

2008-02-28T11:41:00.000-08:00

Going to have exam tomorrow. ^^ Must fight!!

Recently, somebody hurt my feeling. I don't want to be somebody who is easily hurt. But, sometimes, I just cannot help it.

Hope those people who love to hurt somebody else's feeling will realize what they have done. It takes a second to hurt somebody and a lifetime for that person to recover from it.

There is no need to explain much about myself to people. Those who have bias against me will never believe me and those who are my friend will trust me no matter what they hear, because they accept me as what I am.

To my family and friends who read this post, I love you and I hope you love me too. ^^

2008-02-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

I was sick for few days, Wednesday, Thursday, slightly better on Friday....

Hehe...

We presented our assignment on Thursday because Karlyn went to Bali the next day. The presentation was quite frightening since we were the first group. I didn't feel nervous at the beginning but the more I talked the more I feel nervous. Maybe it was due to the fact that I do not understand the material well. Anyway, we are done!! haha...^^

Saturday and Sunday just passed in a glance. I took rest the whole Saturday, on Sunday I started to do the report for the assignment. I worked on it since morning, then suddenly around 9 pm, I just could not find the file! I thought I would have to redo it again. A lot of thanks for Suggigs ^^, he helped me to find the file...So happy to see it on my desktop...

Oya, I watched this Japanese movie on Saturday,

http://www.mysoju.com/gme/

Very nice movie. I like the actress, very pretty. ^^

Today I woke up quite early...Doing the assignment! Gambatte everybody!

Then, this all the picture...

A pic with ZYD, he is so friendly ^^

My blue anGel from Pinkie...I like the Blue, it's sparkling to my heart..^^ Thank you Pinkie..^^

My phone pouch from Mommy...Donna has something exactly the same from her bf..

My dinner with Isabelle @ PastaMania..Can't remember what's their name..As for the meatballs, I think Ikea meatballs nicer..^^

Dave is sooooooo cute! Haha..Dave Jordan!

2008-02-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

Very extremely tired! T-T

17, Sunday, I went to a club with Isabelle, karlyn, and Pinkie...We went there to dod an interview with ZYD. He was late for 1 hours. So sad, because we had to rent a ktv room and we paid one hour for nothing. He he ^^ZYD was very friendly. The interview went quite smoothly..Finished ard 5, then I took bus to Toa Payoh and then took MRT to Woodlands.

Then monday, we went to interview a director. He was also very funny and friendly. ^^ I like the answers he gave, I think we are so lucky to meet him, to have him as our interviewee...Well, people may have thousands of titles and experiences but still unable to give good ideas and knowledges to share...

Then we went back to school and then had our lesson until 5. after that, we went to McDonald's to do our slides until 8.30 pm~

I couldn't sleep and woke up at 2...I tried to sleep but I couldn't so I just woke up at 5. Then, I finished watching Nobody's Child...Going to sleep again now. ^^

2008-02-16T11:03:00.000-08:00

Nothing special yesterday. Busy doing the question for the interview...WEW....

went out to school at 12 something, a little bit too early. It was because of my xxxx maid. I want to share it here, but I'm too lazy to type it. =P

Then arrived at 1 something, I met Janice and I realized I forgot to birng her keropok. Haha...After that, I went to find Belle and Karlyn. Watched the clips a while. Belle looked so stone today. Poor her...

She did the clips this night, but then suddenly when she almost finished, the things couldn't move. So sad. I msg her back, but she never reply. Hope everything is fine...This assignment really drives us crazy.

The thing which confused me is that I don't know what our lecturer wants. It feels like walking in the dark, with no sign of direction. I hope we can finish it smoothly by next week. ^^

Then at night, I reached home at 8.Had my dinner then took bath. Suddenly, my neighbour and her sis came. Then because my cousin was not at home, I called my auntie ( Gu Gu) to talk with them. Poor Gu Gu, she slept already when I called her.

An hour later, her husband and children came. Then they all talked talked in my house until 1 am. Haha.. They were waiting for my cousin to come home from her company function. ^^ I got Angpao again ...^^

Then suddenly, after the guests all went back, my cousin suddenly came and asked me bout her maid. Then we have small discussion about her maid. I told her all my complains of her maid. I never told her because she is always so busy. Then we decided not to extend the maid work permit this September. ^^ So Happy!!!

Later i go meet Belle and Karlyn, ^^

2008-02-14T19:55:00.001-08:00

Very busy lately until no time to blog....=(

I feel very extremly tired. Yet, I must see my irritating maid at home.

Just finish watching I not stupid I not stupid 2. Very funny I like it. ^^

I just watch The Maid half way...so scary, don't want to continue but I have to...T_T

2008-02-10T16:05:00.000-08:00

Just come back from my dearest hometown..^^

I got lots of things to share...Though I don't have much pictures to show, I am still not used to blogging and always forget to take picture of everything I want to share. Too bad! =)

On 27 January - I had my hair cut. A little bit too short but it's ok with me. I like it a lot. =D... Then after that, I had lunch with my parent at Apeng. Very crowded like usual....I had my beloved fried kwe tiaw and the taste is yummy!!! Hehehe...

At nite, we went to a shopping center near my house. We had dinner at X.O Suki...It was nice but my mood was ruined by one of my father's friend. He is so lame and impolite! He took a lot of nice ones like shrimps, fried japanese tofu, meatballs, and many others! It made the dinner felt like a war of food. I told my mom, I don't want to have dinner with him next time. >__<

On the next day I went to hv facial...Lately I got pimples, so I tried to get rid of it. And hell, I never knew that facial is painful! It made me want to cry. Hell!!

Nothing spesial on tues and weds, then Thurs, I went out with my good friends...T8G..hoho

We watched movie, Stardust. Isabelle told me once that it was good, so I just watched it with my friends. The movies was played in Singapore cinema long long time ago. They still have rite now in Indonesia. Pathetic? hehehe

I like the movie, so romantic. Though the beginning is boring. The guy is quite cute when he changed his hairstyle. Hehe...

After that, we had dinner at hachi2.. Jc and Uniq talked about having Salmon sashimi? if I'm not mistaken. I forgot what the name is. It is the 5slices of raw salmon fish I think. A little bit disgusting to think of, but actually it's nice.Hehehe...My parents are terrified when I told them I ate that. But I like it. Hehehe. Too bad, it's so expensive. Well, for Indonesian food, it's quite expensive, ard 9 dollars for 5 slices. =)

Like usual, going out with them is always fun! They all like to order funny drinks. So do I ^^. I drank De-tox at there. Actually it's just a mixture of several kinds of juices. I think the nicest was the one Uniq ordered. Sorry I forgot to take the picture...Too bad...=(

We asked the waiter to take a picture of us. This one is the nicest I think.^^ From left: Chesia, Uli, Phan2, Me, Uniq, Jc, and, Motty. Only Ramz and Pap was left out. They are in Jakarta. Too bad, I can't meet them. =(

Actually, there are a lot of pictures, but I haven't asked it from my friends. Too bad...Hahahaha...

I went back home ard 10 pm. Then suddenly I got a call from Bul2, my other friend, asking me to go out the next day. Then I just said OK! I don't have the picture here. hehehe...Maybe I can ask it later....

Then Saturday, I went out with Uniq, Phan2, and, Uli. We just walked ard a shopping center near my house. Window shopping only, got nothing to buy there. I went back ard 7pm..

Sunday morning, I went out with my parents. My mother had to buy things for praying on Chinese New Year occasion. Then after that, we went to Atom. It's a big market place. I wanted to buy a new bag. But too bad, couldn't find any nice one. HUHU....seriously, this is the saddest thing about my last trip to my hometown. I got nothing new!! >___<

Then we lunched at Moi Garden I think...I ordered fried soft crab with salted egg, my favorite! Again, I forgot to tk the pictures. Sorry! haha..

Ard 4 pm, I went to facial again with my mom. I spent a lot for the facial thing and the medication for my pimples. T_T Bo pian...I have spent lots of money and the process was painful. I don't want pimples!!!

On Monday, 4 February, suddenly I got more pimples. OMG! I think it's becaused of eating crabs. HUHU!!! After that, my mom told me not to eat anymore seafood (except fish) and fried foods, which are my fav! Hell...

Then, On Tuesday, I met my school mates! Haha! so happy to see them. I haven't seen them for 1 and half years! So long already rite?? We had dinned at Boncafe. We promised to meet at 6 pm. But, lots of them were late. Lame hor..I chatted with Uniq, Vivi and Shu2 while waiting for others. Shu2 currently are selling cute things in a major shopping centre, but I got no time to go there and buy. Hopefully, He still has it when I go back next time. Hehe..

This time, I remembered to take the picture. Haha!

This was what I ate that nite. Shish Kebab I think. Not so sure. Hehehe....Quite nice...^^ After eating and chatting, We took picture together. PReviously, We asked the waiters to take for us. Then, he kept telling us to go back side of the restaurant to take a picture because there is a nice spot. Then after we arrived at the 'nice spot', the waiter just left us there without helping us to take. Lame!!!

After few times being refused by several other waiters to help us take a picture, finally, we asked one of the restaurant visitor. He agreed! It was very nice of him!!! This is the picture he took for us using Shu2 phone.

well, not so clear..1st row: tirto, samuel, shu2, sg, harwin, halim then second row: uniq, desy, wenny, vivi, me, henny then her bf ,ricky.

after that, we went to KTV, but Uniq, Henny, and Ricky didn't go with us. They all sang nicely a lot of Indonesian songs. I had no idea what songs they are. Haha..This is the picture!

The first row from left : Shu2, Desy, Vivi, Wenny, and Me. The second row; SG, Tirto, Halim, Harwin, and Samuel. ^^ Hopeto see them next time!

After that was a day before CNY. I help my mom to prepare the cooking to pray for my lao gong, lao ma, ye ye, nai nai.( grandfather's father and mother, my grandfather, and my grandmother. all from my father's side)

At nite, we had dinner at Penang Village. Only 3 of us. I had no relative in Surabaya. hehehe...I forgot to take the dishes picture. But I had the dessert one! Haha...

This is chendol. Taste just OK for me. Nothing special and expensive!

Then the next day, I think I ate too much, I didn't feel well. So on the New year day, I kept sleeping. T_T

In the afternoon, my parents and I went to temple to pray. Too bad, I forgot to bring my phones, no picture!!! The temple is beautiful because it is located on the beach! Next time, I will take the picture! Hehe...

After that, My parents met my mom's cousins. Then they all were talking in the temple. They gave me angpaos, but I gave it to my mom. No use, All is in Rupiahs, Indonesian currency. Then, they all came to my house. They only stayed awhile. After that, my parents and I had dinner at Cianjur. It is only a small Indonesian food restaurant near my house. We had dinner there, so we can go home faster because I felt headache and wanted to sleep.

Then, nothing special on friday, the last day I was in Surabaya. Got maid at home to clean the house so I just helped my mom soing small errants. Then, I had this feeling that my good friends T8G wanted to come to my house and see me. But then I waited until afternoon they didn't show up. HUHU...T_T

Then, in the afternoon, two of my mom's friends came to my house. They gave me angpaos..^^.. Quite a lot but still no use because all is in Indonesian currency. Haha...Then after they left, my mom and me took a nap. Then we went out to have dinner. We went to a chinese medicine shop. My mom bought for me dang gui. Then we went to Tunjungan Plaza to dine. We had out dinner at Fajar restaurant because I kept saying that the restaurant looks nicer after the renovation. ( the prices too actually ). After the dinner, we went home. No shopping for me!!! T_T

Then the next early in the morning, we went to airport and I came back here. End of story......

HAppy friday..........

2008-01-26T23:19:00.000-08:00

One nite before leaving. I feel very tired. Just finishing packing things and get ready to sleep. hehe

Thanks a lot for those who gave me support for the exam. ^^

After the exam, Isabelle and me wanted to go Bugis and had our lunch. But then, on the way there, I remembered we would pass Clarke Quay there and there is a place I always wanted to try. Then, when I told Isabelle, she suddenly started to pull me go to down in front of Central.

In the end, we went to Fisherman Wharf to eat. It is located just the opposite of Central.

This was the fish and chips before I ate them. :D Does it look nice? I think the taste is very nice. I like their tartar sauce the most. I can say that it was the best tartar sauce I have ever had. Haha...

The portion was very big and they served it with lots of fries. Not to healthy actually. But, it feels good to eat them after your exam! =)

I want to go back next time to try their Calamari...^^

After that, we took a walk in Central. We went to several shops but we bought nothing. Before leaving, we went to Basement and Belle bought sweets and drink.

Actually, we wanted to go home straight after that. However, when we wanted to take bus, we realized that there is no bus to our house from the opposite of Central. Then, we just took the bus to Funan and went home from there.

Unfortunately, we missed the stop and then decided to go Bugis like our initial plan. I went to pray at the Kwan Im Temple then we went to library to borrow books. ^^

Blah blah

2008-01-23T10:13:00.000-08:00

Nothing comes to my mind now. So, no idea what should I write here. Basically, I'm not able to concentrate because I heard Dave crying all the time. For those of you who don't know who is Dave, he is my cousin's son. He is suffering from cough rite now. Maybe because he feel unwell, now he asks people to carry him all the time. That is his picture. ^^

Today, I hope I can start study. At least, finishing half of the material. The exam is the day after tomorrow and I haven't read any. OMG!

I'm quite disappointed with my last two results, I feel that I didn't study hard enough.

I think that I'm a perfectionist. It's tiring to live my life in that way. I have tried to change it slowly, but still I get upset easily over whatever thing that I think is not perfect enough. There was a time, one of my lecturers said that,
"There is no perfection in this world because the word perfect itself is not perfect."

Just for information, that lecturer of mine loves philosophy. Just like my English course teacher. Thus, it does not matter if you don't understand it. Because, I can't either. He he..

However, if there is no perfection in this life, what actually people pursue in their life?

I like the way I struggle to get a thing I want. For example, I study to get good results in the exam. Like a hunter, I like the feeling of winning, the satisfaction of what I attain. A man, I used to like, said that I am an ambitious person. I replied him that if I can get 100, why I will be satisfied over 90? I guess it's the reason why he and I are never meant together. :)

However, there are times that I feel tired of the way I live my life. Actually, I'm not as ambitious as what he thought. But, I'm trapped in the circle of perfection. When I always get good result, people start to expect good result from me. Then I will try to satisfy their expectation. It's like a circle I cannot get out from.

Less than 7 days to go HOME!

2008-01-21T14:35:00.000-08:00

I just read a website about 'Do Men Want Skinny Women?' from
http://www.askmen.com/fashion/austin/49_fashion_style.html
Well, I don't know whether the author of the article has written according to reliable research or not. Because what he stated there is surprising!

I've asked hundreds upon hundreds of guys what kind of body type they like on a woman and although none of them were shouting out Rosie O'Donnell and Aretha Franklin's names, they weren't screaming for little Miss Ally McBeal either.All men like breasts (hello Dolly!) and all men like buns; I think Jennifer Lopez proved that one hands down (or around, whatever you prefer). Needless to say, although big flabby bellies and cellulite didn't make the hit list, meat on a woman is thought to be attractive by virtually all men.

It makes me think, if nobody likes super thin women, then why we everyday see super thin women on television? Especially those American programs. We all know that Westerns have bigger size than us. They are taller and ideally, they should have bigger size. However, I see a lot of bones protruding from the Hollywood actress' body. It's scary sometimes to see them.

Fof me, it's a sad thing because some people die of hunger, yet some people starve themself to become thinner. It's so unfair to judge people whether they are fat or not just by the looks. Some people are born to be bigger because their parents also have overweight issue. Then there is this cruel comments below the article

Thickgirl69...you are correct, fat women are cute however, fat women are not hot and sexy. I have a beautiul hourglass figure and I eat the right foods and exercise. I am so sick of big women being so proud of their so called curvers. Your men may say they think a size 20 is beautiful, but I guarantee he is looking at your friend who is a size 6. What kind of man are you going to get on a plus sized website? Some equally fat hog who lives in a studio apartment at the tender age of 40. You will never land the gorgeous stud when you have a spare tire around your stomach. Another thing fat chicks...stop using the word curvy. You are FAT not CURVY.

Sounds cruel to you? Well, I think this person is tired of controlling her diet everyday and she is jealous when other people just happy with whatever they are. I put my comment on their page too,

Well, I just read this article for my project and I am astonished with the comment. I am asian and like all the asian, I am quite thin. Well, I'm quite happy to read all the comments that people are happy being big. However, have you ever think about your health? You know being overweight can lead you to many diseases. I think It's the important issue. I agree that what we see on TV is disgusting (all the actress are so thin!). Being super thin is not any better than overweight. I have some tips to stay healthy, first is cut down all sweet drinks. Drink plain mineral water is the best. Second, always eat 80% full, don't eat everything you see because you think you're hungry. Believe me, hunger is by sight! Last, eat more fruits! Well, this is for all of you who hates exercise just like me

Then I got this response from people

Yes, being overweight can lead to health problems down the road, but malnutrition will kill you much quicker.

well, I think the person misunderstood me, I didn't mean DO NOT EAT, I just give an opinion on how to keep your ideal weight. Everyone knows me will probably says that I eat all the time and I never go on diet.

Anyway, let's just forget it. I just don't understand why they make weight issue such a big deal and still, they never do anything about it. I think it's just simple. If you aren't happy with the way you are, then do something about it. If you are happy, then enjoy your life.

I just finished watching Alvin and the Chipmunks on internet. It's surprising, the website has almost all movies that I know. But, with the exam this Friday, i don't think I have the time to watch them. I think watching in cinemas is much much better. You got better quality of sounds and visuals. :)

I logged in to my friendster and saw a friend request. I feel confused because I don't think I know her. Then it turned out to be my Junior High School friend. I looked at her page, then there was a comment there, from a boy that is quite handsome. But I could see that he is younger than me. Then I clicked to his page, and found other old friend of mine on his featured friend there with her older sister account. Then I realised, the young boy is my old friend's younger brother! :O

I can't believe it actually, because when I hanged out with that old friend, her brother was still in Primary school I think. He used to be chubby type and now, turns out to be one handsome grown-up person. How fast people change. And, I think that I still the person I used to be. Is it good? Because I find it a little bit sad. My that old friend used to be so closed to me. She was pretty back in Junior High School and now, she has become prettier and prettier. I seldom meet her since she went to different high school.We also never have much communication since. Particularly because she was too busy with all her chasers? and her boyfriend in the end. Yet, I still regard her as one of my good friend. In this short short short life, you seldom meet good friends. Thus, when you meet one, better to keep them well. You never know what you miss until they are gone, right?

I can't believe I will go back in less than a week. WOW! Hehehe I'm so excited. ^^ I also feel anxious, I don't have anything to give my good friends there. So sad! I want to buy them presents, last year birthdays presents, Christmas presents, and many others. But, it's difficult to find good presents in less than a month! Previously, I want to buy Ferrero Rocher to share with them, but then Belle told me that people found worms in their Ferrero! Scary~

Shocking first post!

2008-01-19T18:39:00.000-08:00

the first post you see below was not by me!!

My friend super duper crazy one made it for me. haha...

Must credit her a lot for helping me create a blog though...But, I'm shocked when i see my blog this morning.... :0

Yesterday i supposed to feel very down after receiving my result...so lame! But then, everyone in my class also got the equal results..

Then, my parents also encourage dme to study harder for the next one and forget the bad result...Then later at night, I created this blog with Belle, and then chatted with my best friends (5 from 8ppl!) We chatted a lotand I just couldn't stop to smile..Then, when Belle finished help me to create this blog, I laughed so hard! Not only the picture looked so ridiculous, the part where she wrote my wish were also so funny! I felt happy when I went to sleep yesterday....I feel much much much much better...Let's just forget the past and start anew!Study for EM!!

Well, I haven't do the assignment. I think it should be easy, because the lecturer approved the draft i made in MRT from Newton to DhobyGout...:D

Yesterday, Belle also show me blogs where we can buy clothes at affordable price... I like most of the stuffs they sell there. But then, I didn't order any, partly because I'm not sure I will look Ok in the clothes. In the most of the pictures, the clothes are worn by fair and petite models. Well, I may include myself in petite 'club', but not for fair category...I kept thinking, will the color suits me..or, will I look nice on it? In the end I just decide to not buy anything online....Maybe other times...

Testing

2008-01-19T06:14:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone,

sorry this is not me.. this is my Belle.. my lover!! xD

YES THIS IS ME. INDRA!!! PEOPLE CALL ME IIN!! LIKE IN OUT.. YOU KNOW.. E-IN :D

SHORTLY LATER... I BECAME LIKE THIS...

TA DUH!!!!

AINT I JUST ANYTHING BUT SWEET =D